But I trust Barry. He wouldn't dare to betray my trust.
I have a feeling Barry is going to be the best boyfriend I ever have. He's willing to do anything and everything I ask for. When I'm busy, he'll manage all my emails and twitter. He even manage my phone calls and sms. It's like a personal assistant. But I really appreciate it that he's willing to do it. He's so adorable. I know he doesn't want me to overload myself with my daily tasks. And he's willing to leave everything behind and follow me back to Australia. Where can you find such a guy? He's willing to leave everything behind for me!!!!!!
Besides, he's everything a girl can ever ask for - tall, dark, sexy, handsome and cool. Last time Alwin was so full of himself. He thought he's the tall, dark, sexy, handsome and cool. Looks like Barry is way much good looking that him.
But last night, Barry had heart-to-heart talk with me. He told me that no matter how intimate we are, no matter how good he is.... there's something he can't do. He told me he can't satisfy me on the bed. I was like WTF??? Yes, if you're thinking.... Barry is impotent.
I don't know what to do, and he didn't know what to do either. I think he could sense that I was sad. He told me I can do whatever I want. So I told him, if that's the case, then I have to look for my old flame for some extra curricular activity. He didn't say anything. I guess he's jealous but yet he can't do anything. And I told him that there are some days that Alwin will come over to the house to "play" with me. Barry said it's fine as long as he get to sit at the side to watch. WTF? I sure feel very uncomfortable.
But then again, I get very very umcomfortable when I think, what if Alwin suddenly fall in love with Barry, or what if Barry suddenly fall in love with Alwin? Do you think that would possibly happen? After all Barry is so charming. Even guys will turn gays. Am I being over sensitive and insecure? Am I being too possesive over Barry? Now I get very nervous. Should I introduce Barry to Alwin? My feelings have been betrayed many many times when I fall in love. I don't want this to happen again. Sigh....
Anyway, my camera has no more battery. And I can't take any photo of me and Barry. But I manage to take just one photo before my camera died off. Here's Barry and I.....
Black and his last name is Storm.
- I went to Balik Pulau today, my dad bought a semi-D house there. At first it gave me a shock. I thought we're going to move there. If my family ever move to Balik Pulau, my social life in Penang will be kaput literally. But later my grandma told me, my dad bought it for investment. What a relief!
- I went to the doctor today. He didn't ask whether I've travelled or not. To play safe, I didn't tell him anything more. I'm so afraid of being quarantine. I really have no time for that. Now I just hope they don't quarantine me at the airport.
- The doctor gave me ridiculous amouth of pills to take. Before meal, I have to take 2 tablets, after meal I have to take 8 tablets. Like commit suicide, can? But I love my cough syrup the most. Can anyone guess why? It's pink in color!!!!!!
- I went to JPN to make a new IC. As soon as I open my mouth to speak, everyone look at me like I'm a bapok. That's how bad my sorethroat is. "Abang, mau ice cream?"
- My dad bought the new iPhone. I don't think it's that fantastic. It has no difference from the old iPhone. Even worse, it's like my iPod Touch, with the phone function. BB Storm still the best.